Date with a amateur 19 yo girl

My partner isn't going to stay with me. I can feel it in every detail. I hardly see him anymore; he never has time, always has something else to do. His disinterest just radiates from his face. He thinks I'm crazy and completely oblivious, but I know he's tired of me and is just waiting for the right moment to leave. I'm not waiting for that. I'm going to find my own way. For a nice man who actually appreciates a nice, beautiful woman.

I hope you don't find my story too generic. I don't know how else to put it other than simply saying I'm absolutely crazy about sex and can't get nearly enough from my husband. So I'm looking for sex outside the home. At least during the week, but sometimes on weekends too.

My life has been turned upside down lately and I'm looking for some peace and affection again.

My photo is quite challenging, but I'm actually quite bourgeois, and I want to cross that line. I want to feel the tension and thrill, to see what it's like to do something you're not allowed to do and how that affects your emotions.