Non dutch lady wants a man

Hi guys, I have a sweet desire and hope someone wants to share it with me. I'm looking for a man who's interested in meeting up regularly. After my husband passed away, I only miss sex; I can't start a relationship anymore.

I never dared to commit to a man. But now I know why, and through a lot of therapy, I've figured out what the problem was.

Looking for the unexpected!

Hey, great that you're peeking here! Well, it's noticeable: my preferences aren't exactly "standard," so to speak. This means I regularly encounter men who are either scared or simply don't like it. They immediately label me as "extreme," but that's not me at all! Just try finding that one person who's also enthusiastic about this. Maybe I can connect with you. Because if you're looking at me now, does that mean these are your preferences?