Love with a horny 30 yo milf

I'd like to draw a line under my single life and start living with someone. I have many requirements, not just that it's safe at first.

Hey, what I'm looking for is a fun guy to have a good time with. It's important to me that you have a sense of humor and that I can be myself around you. I like to be a little crazy and have a good time together. What I don't like is if you party a lot.

Ever since I was young, I've known I wanted to do something with people. I now work in healthcare, and I love it. I once did some webcamming as a side hustle, which was really exciting! I get really excited when a man gets turned on by my body. How good is it when someone is pleasuring themselves and looking at you at the same time?

My best friend is gay. Nothing wrong with that, he's a sweetheart. Because I'm a bit of a pain in the ass, he wanted to teach me what it's like to have sex. That didn't work out, haha. He thinks I'm beautiful, but he says he can't handle me. So I'm looking for a man, preferably a bit older and patient, who wants to teach me what it's like.