Expat lady wants to be fucked

Now that I'm living with my partner, I do miss going out. I used to go to clubs where you could find people into (soft) SM, but that's no longer possible. My boyfriend doesn't want to know about it either, so I can't talk to him about it either. Maybe I can find someone here who's into it too?

My parents are very strict, and I'm not! I'm absolutely sick of having to go to church twice every Sunday. I want to enjoy life, and I can't do that this way. I'd love to meet someone here so I can finally start living, but my parents can't ever find out.

Before my marriage, I was always a naughty girl. I had to suppress those feelings for a long time, but now I can do what I want again. There are very few things I don't do, but we can talk about that in a private conversation. X

It's driving me crazy, living with so little arousal in my life! I've been in a relationship for quite a few years, but when I can't get aroused that much, I go crazy. I've had sex with someone else a few times, and now I'm looking for someone new. To have some fun sex with.