Sexdate with a amateur 39 yo mother

My friends say there's more to it than just being with my boyfriend all the time. I've been in a relationship with the same guy for ages, and I often complain that he's just a boring guy. So now I'm going to look elsewhere and have registered here.

I can spend hours thinking about what ifs and what ifs, but that doesn't get me anywhere.

It might be a bit old-fashioned, but I'm still a bit of an old-school person. I like it when a man takes care of a woman. And when he wins her over. Feminism is not my thing, that newfangled nonsense. Do you agree? Shall we make a deal?

I recently lost my parents in an accident. Suddenly, everything that shaped, created, and helped you in your life is gone. But I have to keep going, even though it's very hard.