Sex with a wild 48 yo woman

I'd like to draw a line under my single life and start living with someone. I have many requirements, not just that it's safe at first.

My ex-boyfriend deeply insulted me. He called me a prude. Somehow I know he's right, but deep down it hurts. I don't want to become a wild girl who sleeps with just anyone. For me, sex is part of love, and I want to save that for a true boyfriend. Now I need to find a true boyfriend, and I think this is the way to go.

In my open relationship, we can do whatever we want. Now I've decided I'd like to have sex alone with a nice man. My husband is perfectly fine with that. So if you have a nice sexual proposal, send it to me.

Bondage is my greatest pleasure, and especially the feeling of being at your mercy. I drip and writhe with hot lust, and I want to experience this lust with a man I don't know. I've never cheated in my marriage, and now I really want to. You can be married too, as far as I'm concerned. Sex is all about bondage and lust for you.