Sex with a sensual 44 yo mother

My boyfriend keeps going out with his friends, and I'm not even allowed to join. I don't understand why I'm not allowed to, but I have my reservations. He lives not far from a sex club, and unfortunately, it's one of his favorite places. If I'm not good enough for him, I'll find someone else who thinks I am.

I dance through life life is one big party, shall we make it even bigger together than it already is?

I often play with myself, at least daily. I'm really, really horny, always. But I haven't experienced real sex yet. It makes me wonder... If that dildo of mine feels so good, what would it be like with a real cock?

As a divorced mother with a two-year-old son, life can be quite difficult at times. My parents have been there for me, and I owe them a lot. I hope to soon find a loving man who wants to be in a relationship with me.