Sex with a amateur 49 yo woman

I'm selling myself short, especially in relationships. There's little respect for me, and I'm treated like a slave. I want to meet a man who will take me away and treat me kindly.

I always have a positive outlook on life, but I've noticed I'm starting to miss something lately. I dream a lot about what the future might look like, and it would be nice if it could start now.

It has to be exciting and fun, which is not what my relationship is. Besides, I think a man should just perform in bed, or am I asking too much?

He seemed so nice, that man of mine. But he's not. He's not from here and blames me for coming here for me. Well, he can go back, of course. But without me. I'm having a great time here, even better without him. I'm going to do what I want, and I won't worry about him anymore. Can I go out with you for a night?