Love with a lonesome 47 yo woman

I love swimming, I'm also in a swimming club, and I'm really good at lifeguarding. My fantasy involves water; I'd like to have sex in a pool sometime. Secretly, though, because I don't want to shock other people.

My life is pretty busy, and so is my boyfriend's. We also live far apart, so we don't see each other nearly enough. I can't change that, but I can still have an exciting evening every now and then; otherwise, it all gets really boring. My libido is high, and I'm looking for someone to satisfy me. Are you available?

Believe it or not, I often feel quite insecure! It's like I'm constantly running into the wrong men. Is there really a right man for me out there?

Do you know a fun date? For a whole day? My partner often has to leave for work. He leaves at 5 a.m. and doesn't get home until around midnight. So we have tons of time to do something fun. I'll leave it to you!