Love with a horny 40 yo mother

I'm a bit shy, though you wouldn't expect it at first glance. However, once I trust you and you talk to me, you won't notice much of my shyness anymore.

I recently lost my parents in an accident. Suddenly, everything that shaped, created, and helped you in your life is gone. But I have to keep going, even though it's very hard.

I love fashion and treat myself to a relaxing massage regularly. I work from home a lot and miss connecting with the outside world. Right now, my cat Bella is the only person I can talk to, but we'd love to have a man's company.

Bad guys have always been a weakness of mine. I don't have one like that now, and that's fine with me. But sometimes I really want to let loose and have a wild time with a truly bad guy. So this is a call to all the bad guys out there who can show me how truly bad they are!