Fling with a sweet 45 yo woman

My ex is back with his first girlfriend, his true love, he recently told me. I'm feeling a bit down, and if you can help me get back on track, please let me know.

Sometimes I feel so horny I'd want to jump on the first man I see. But I don't want just anyone! I want someone who's just as horny as I am and who's eager to experiment and broaden my horizons with me.

I've put my boyfriend behind me and want to start a new chapter in my life. I want to do that with a man who loves me and isn't an unreliable partner.

My ex-boyfriend deeply insulted me. He called me a prude. Somehow I know he's right, but deep down it hurts. I don't want to become a wild girl who sleeps with just anyone. For me, sex is part of love, and I want to save that for a true boyfriend. Now I need to find a true boyfriend, and I think this is the way to go.