Fling with a horny 50 yo woman

I recently lost my parents in an accident. Suddenly, everything that shaped, created, and helped you in your life is gone. But I have to keep going, even though it's very hard.

I've been very fortunate in life; I've never lacked anything, and I'm still grateful to my parents for that. And thankfully, they know this. But it also shows me what I'm missing in my life now. What my parents always had, and I actually didn't.

My ex is back with his first girlfriend, his true love, he recently told me. I'm feeling a bit down, and if you can help me get back on track, please let me know.

I love to sing, preferably in the shower, because I'm afraid you won't like listening to it, haha. But if there's one thing I hate, it's leaving the church before the singing, and you?