Non dutch girl wants to be fucked

From a suffocating relationship with my parents, I've moved into a suffocating relationship with my boyfriend. Stupid, but that's the way it is; I'm making the best of it. I'm looking for sex elsewhere now. Very secretly, though, because he's keeping a close eye on me, but that also makes it quite exciting...

I love fashion and treat myself to a relaxing massage regularly. I work from home a lot and miss connecting with the outside world. Right now, my cat Bella is the only person I can talk to, but we'd love to have a man's company.

Relationships are all about give and take, but in mine, I give significantly more than my boyfriend. Tensions are increasingly running high, and I wonder if a nice guy has more to offer than my boyfriend.

Because we can't live without each other, my boyfriend moved away. We only see each other when we go out together or have sex. And I'm not so keen on the latter anymore. I suspect he's seeing someone else and only wants quickies with me to keep up appearances. The last time was three months ago, and I've never been dry for so long. What horny bear wants to have sex with me? What man will make my pussy squirt again? I live alone and have a bathtub, a big bed, and a garden with plenty of privacy.