Love with a horny 50 yo woman

How should I present myself here? I'm already living with someone and I want to keep it that way. I'm addicted to sex, and my boyfriend can't handle my high sex drive. That's why I'm looking for an occasional one-night stand. I want to let loose and have some uninhibited sex.

I haven't had real sex yet. I'm still very young, so it wouldn't be that strange. But I think it's about time. My friends are always talking about it, and I can't join in. That's why I'm looking for someone who wants to deflower me without it hurting. So I'm looking for someone with a lot of experience, preferably with deflowering girls.

Since my husband left me, I certainly haven't become a nun. Still, I miss having sex on a regular basis, but without the pressure and obligatory numbers, except for 69.

It's actually the first time I'm doing this so I'm a bit nervous, but I'm looking for a nice man around my age or older.