Fuck with a cute 36 yo milf

I've never given anyone a blowjob, so I still have a lot to learn. I'm looking for the right teacher.

Intimacy is what I'm looking for, because I'm really missing that in my relationship. Talking doesn't help; he's not much of a talker. So I'll look elsewhere. There are surely plenty of men who can offer me that, right?

I can only blame one thing for my boyfriend visiting me less and less often: his new assistant, whom he keeps talking about. I think they're having an affair, and that means I too can look forward to a sexy man.

I do have a boyfriend, but I've been single for a long time. He lives abroad, and I see him every few months. I'd like to keep seeing him, but for the time here, I'd also like a man. For the usual things, but also for in bed. Because I often feel quite lonely.