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Nobody knows I'm posting here because I'm quite ashamed of it. I really love sex and am looking for a partner who can have sex as often as I want. I don't advertise it, that's why I'm posting here. Are there any other people in the same situation?

Still young and inexperienced, that's me. Actually, I have to say I know very little about what a man likes. My parents raised me very protectively, and what I know I've heard from my girlfriends. Recently, one of my friends told me her boyfriend had ejaculated in her mouth for the first time. I want to do that too!!!

I've been very fortunate in life; I've never lacked anything, and I'm still grateful to my parents for that. And thankfully, they know this. But it also shows me what I'm missing in my life now. What my parents always had, and I actually didn't.

I feel like I'm a bit stressed out. Constantly crying, feeling lost, just a vague feeling. My husband is a wimp; he doesn't understand and he doesn't offer any comfort. Just like he's basically failing me in every way. Could you do that? Comfort me and do your duty as a man? Would you be willing to do that for me sometime?