Dating with hot a 51 yo woman

I recently got into yoga, but unfortunately, my boyfriend doesn't want to participate. And now that tantra seems so interesting to me, does anyone have experience with this?

I often can't sleep at night. Because I'm horny. My boyfriend doesn't do it more than once a week, so I lie awake for six nights just wanting to be satisfied. That's not right, is it? Can you help me get a good night's sleep again?

Because we can't live without each other, my boyfriend moved away. We only see each other when we go out together or have sex. And I'm not so keen on the latter anymore. I suspect he's seeing someone else and only wants quickies with me to keep up appearances. The last time was three months ago, and I've never been dry for so long. What horny bear wants to have sex with me? What man will make my pussy squirt again? I live alone and have a bathtub, a big bed, and a garden with plenty of privacy.

During the day, I don't mind being alone; I'm surrounded by people. But at night, when I'm lying in bed and my fingers slip into my panties, I'm terribly annoyed that I have to do it all myself again. I don't want that anymore; I need a man who will slip his fingers into my panties, preferably every night...