Dating with a sweet 25 yo student

I'm willing to push myself to the limit in almost everything; I'm not someone who gives up easily. Not even in a relationship that's been struggling these past few months, but I still want to try something out to see if there's still any male interest in me.

I love to sing, preferably in the shower, because I'm afraid you won't like listening to it, haha. But if there's one thing I hate, it's leaving the church before the singing, and you?

Always being alone isn't for me. I might live with someone, but I don't enjoy it. I'm not really alone, but then again, I am, you know? I really need to let off some steam. Legs wide, cock in, and pump away—that's what I really need.

If only I could put the words "for" in front of it. I'd really appreciate it if I could find a buddy who's all about me, not what I have.