Date with wild a 38 yo mother

I recently started kickboxing. I have no idea why, but I was looking for a new challenge. And I found it, so who wants to spar with me?

I prefer a well-endowed man next to me in bed, wanting to feel you penetrating me deeply and letting me enjoy your sexy body. I'd like to get to know you a little better before we share a bed.

I may seem strange but I'm actually quite sweet.

As you get older, you naturally become more insecure. I certainly do. My husband often tells me he still finds me beautiful, but I think it's more of a sweetener, because he shows little interest in me otherwise. Or he's cheating, that's also a possibility. Well, I just want to find someone who truly finds me beautiful and can make me feel that way.