Date with a lonesome 47 yo woman

I feel like I'm a bit stressed out. Constantly crying, feeling lost, just a vague feeling. My husband is a wimp; he doesn't understand and he doesn't offer any comfort. Just like he's basically failing me in every way. Could you do that? Comfort me and do your duty as a man? Would you be willing to do that for me sometime?

I finally have time for myself. In my marriage, I've primarily devoted all my attention to my husband. His career was my priority, and I had to attend some parties I didn't want to attend. I'm glad to be rid of that and to welcome a new man into my life.

I'm happy to give a man a second chance if he messes up the first. I'm comfortable talking about sex, but I'm even better at putting it into practice. Now that my relationship is in a rut, I'm looking for pleasure elsewhere.

Ever since I was young, I've known I wanted to do something with people. I now work in healthcare, and I love it. I once did some webcamming as a side hustle, which was really exciting! I get really excited when a man gets turned on by my body. How good is it when someone is pleasuring themselves and looking at you at the same time?