Date with a horny 50 yo woman

I've been single for a while now and think it's time to meet a nice guy again. I thought I'd do something different, so I'm trying this.

I love luxury, but I don't like waste. I love to enjoy, but not until everything is in order.

My partner isn't going to stay with me. I can feel it in every detail. I hardly see him anymore; he never has time, always has something else to do. His disinterest just radiates from his face. He thinks I'm crazy and completely oblivious, but I know he's tired of me and is just waiting for the right moment to leave. I'm not waiting for that. I'm going to find my own way. For a nice man who actually appreciates a nice, beautiful woman.

For privacy reasons, I can't share too much; I prefer to keep it private. It's not that important anyway. More importantly, I'm looking for a casual connection to do it with if either I or you feel like it. Then we can meet discreetly and do what we both want.